Came Upon a Midnight Clear

Came Upon a Midnight Clear - Katie Porter Kyle and Nathan met and fell in love in high school. But Kyle's inability to really come out and stand up to his parents in combination with Nathan's insecurities about not being good enough for Kyle caused everything to crash and burn.
More than ten years later, they meet again in London. The spark is still there and it burns spectacularly throughout the book. Sex was never the problem between these two and it is plentiful and at times quite rough (for which they will hear absolutely no complaints from me.)
They both feel the pull towards something more but are unable to deal with the hurts of their past. They struggle until finally past secrets are revealed, processed and leading the way to grand gestures and happy endings in the spirit of Christmas. Happy me.